What we do for our kids!

I cant believe what we do for our kids! TJ has a turkey tag. Yes, he is old enough to hunt, and I dont get much say in this area! It is spring break and Titus has to work, so TJ asked me to take him hunting today. My two least fav things invovled, guns and hunting. I did it anyway. So we are up Payson canyon. There is a gun next to me. Tanner and Saebra are in the back seat of my old little Geo Prizm(Titus took the truck with the turkey call and the binoculars!)and I start to think, what if he really gets a turkey?! I have on flip-flops and a nice white shirt. I dont have a tarp or blanket to put it on in my tiny trunk. Why am I doing this? Because we do things we really don't like for our kids, right, or am I just stupid?
Well, he didn't get one. Lucky for me, not for TJ though. We did see one on someone elses property,so we sat and waited for it hoping it would cross the road so he could shoot it(I hate that)! Not that I am totally against hunting. I was raised with it. My fam eats what they kill(except for some of the smaller birds), and my kids learn gun safety before they get near a real gun! Titus is very strict with them on all of that! I just hate guns! I hate how easily someone could get hurt. My sisters all took a concealed weapons class. I would never consider having one. I would never be able to protect my family with one because I would be too nervous holding one to use it wisely. They did learn alot in the class, and make some great arguments of why it would be beneficial to them to have the permit. Not for me! I am glad Titus can. I trust completely that he would be safe. I know this is very controversial, but I am glad my husband could protect my family if needed.